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| Sunday September 14, 2003 |
| 09.14.03 (5:57 pm) [edit] |
It has been a long day. How two little lines could change your life. It changes the way you feel and think. My thinking has been so deep lately. It is almost as if I have another soul inside of me conversing with my conscience. I dont know what to do. Its hard to tell someone to stop when you made them start. My womb is hurting and leaving a sore on my spine. I dont know what is happening to me. I cant focus on anything except whether or not this donor is going to come and bring me some damn food. What is going on. I cant take this anymore. I read my horoscope today and it said to leave this past in the dust. I can't. How can I? What is going on? I dont feel like i am behind the wheel anymore. Someone else is and they are kidnapping me. Please let me go and let me lead. Fuck that let me out and maybe i can stand on my own two feet and take myself where i have to go. I have a headache.. I cant think i got to go...
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| Wednesday July 9, 2003 |
| 07.09.03 (7:10 pm) [edit] |
I dont care what any man says.. WOMEN WILL ALWAYS BE IN CONTROL.. The reason why men get away with certain things is because some women allow it...
Neva Forget!!
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| Sunday (the hottest fucking day) July 6,2003 |
| 07.06.03 (2:03 pm) [edit] |
People can be very fickle when it comes to certain issues. That is why I like to observe rather than be involved in a lot of situations. I learned in a communication class that people spend a lot of their time talking rather than listening. I am proud to consider myself as one of the rare listeners..
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| Friday July 4, 2003 |
| 07.04.03 (9:23 am) [edit] |
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happy fourth of july.. its time for a bbq..
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| Sunday June 29, 2003 |
| 06.29.03 (12:14 pm) [edit] |
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A friend of mine told me that her brother liked having sex with men but is sure that he is going to marry a women. Hmm.. makes u think!
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| Friday June 27,2003 |
| 06.27.03 (7:10 pm) [edit] |
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Bitches!!!
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| Thursday June 26, 2003 |
| 06.26.03 (3:26 pm) [edit] |
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Now thats Luv...
I have been thinking about the What If's last night and it just bothers me that things could have been so different
Like..
What if I was @ Rutgers
What if I was 3 inches taller with bigger breast
What if I found a place in Jersey
What if I didn't break up with the guy who took my virginity
What if I never met the last guy I dated
What if the guy who I like likes me back
What if I skipped a grade in highschool
What if I didn't live on my own
What if President Clinton neva fucked that cow
What if the world didn't believe in war
What if aliens took over all of our oil companies
hmm... what if
Well enough daydreaming. It is soooo fucking hot i think I am going to suffer from a heat stroke. Anyway gotta study..
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| Sunday June 15, 2003 |
| 06.15.03 (10:53 am) [edit] |
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Happy Fathers Day to all the great dads who deserve a day.... =-)
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| Saturday June 14, 2003 |
| 06.14.03 (11:28 am) [edit] |
What kind of fucking friends leave you in the city and catch a train home when you know that you yourself does not have any money... Then on top of that you call two other friends to pick you up and you are not there at two and four o'clock in the fucking morning......
I am so mad
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| Friday June 13, 2003 |
| 06.13.03 (2:55 pm) [edit] |
My To Do List:
a) Get organized at work. I have appraisals mixed in with the VOEs and VOMs... To much.. Gotta make a stop at staples
b) Get out.. All I do is work and school.. I need to take a break and just relax
c) plan my trip to Italy.. I wanna go so badly..
I am gonna call my travel consultant and make arrangements for next year =(
d) I am going to get more sleep.. For some reason I make to much time for everything else except my bed
e) Going to call my girl and do a night in the town probably today or tomorrow.
f) Going to call that one person who has been on my mind for so long and tell him how I feel.. (maybe)
g) I am going to relax and be happy.. =-)
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| Thursday June 12, 2003 |
| 06.12.03 (2:58 pm) [edit] |
There are three brokers in my office. One is a dick. He thinks he is better than everyone else. The other is sweet as pie but he forgets a lot. The other guy is a smart ass but he is cute and that makes up for it. What an office!
My friend left today to move to Florida.. =-(
I am going to miss him. He said he would call me when he gets there but I doubt it. I hate when I move away or people move away because you could lose such good friendships.
My old roomate called me last night. The topic was about men who dont open up to women. I dont understand if a guy likes you and wants to get to know you... Doesn't really speak to you.. It just doesn't make sense. Unfortunately in my situation i guess guys dont speak to me because they dont want to get to know me.. =-(
Anywayz.. the weekend is coming up and not a god damn thing to do. I wanna get a game of spades going.. Anyone interested. Probably not. all of a sudden nobody plays spades. Or is it I am just a fiend.. ???
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| June 11, 2003 |
| 06.11.03 (4:11 pm) [edit] |
Why is it these days I look so young .. like under eighteen and before when I was actually under eighteen I looked as if I was twenty five? I dont understand.. Is it really true that the older a person gets the more youthful they become? hmmmm....
Anyway today was an ordinary day... Tired, Cranky, Moody.. The usual! My car is acting up. It is an eighty five nissan and it is making its trip to hell. It keeps stalling and skipping. I dont know what the hell is going on. But I keep talking to it and empathisizing with it so maybe that will help..
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| June 10, 2003 |
| 06.10.03 (4:13 pm) [edit] |
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[i] [b]Mr Luther Vandross[/b]
An icon to some a fag to others, either way he is a well respected singer in the R&B family. Get Well Soon.. We are praying for you. [/i]
~[i]A Fan[/i]
What a f**king day......
It is so hard trying to fit in a new job. I am working at Direct Capital Mortgaging Company. The people are great, the atmosphere is great. But I have no fucking idea what the hell I am doing. I would love to actually have a clue. But I never even been in the mortgaging/financing industry. It is so frustrating having people explain things to you over and over again and just not have it all sink in. Oh well.. maybe tomorrow I will get it.
There were only two things that I could think about today.
1)Food
Just because I always think about food since I barely get any these days.
2)Some guy
The other thing was this guy that i spoke to a few days ago. Ahhhhhhh... I like him so much but he would never give me a chance in a relationship. I am not his type and not his idea of an "ideal girlfriend." So it kind of sux....
Anyway I got to get some eats and some education.. So until then
peace..
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